The atmosphere is not a perfume, it has no taste of the
distillation, it is odorless,
It is for my mouth forever, I am in love with it,
I will go to the bank by the wood and become undisguised and naked,
I am mad for it to be in contact with me.
My Daily Deviations!
in reference to continued harassment
Hello, thank you for stopping by. . I'm a self-taught amateur photographer, lifelong poetess, and nude model. My focus here will be on photog & poetry; I'm here to learn, be inspired & discover new artists that I can't live without. I've only been into photography for about a year now, and have only had a "real" camera for about six months, so I have a lot to learn, and I'm ready for it. My favourite subjects are flowers. I currently shoot with a Canon EOS Rebel XS, though there are many up in my gallery shot with a simple Fugifilm XP 120 or Nikon Coolpix. As of yet I have no special lenses. *sniff* It will happen though! ^_^
Other creative outlets include dance & music; I've had some formal training in both, including lyrical, ballet, and jazz for dance... I studied violin in my much younger days, but sadly haven't picked one up in many years. I enjoy creating the occasional abstract painting but am very much a novice (I have a small collection of those up here, in abstracts folder). Most recently I have picked up lap harp, which has proven to be very meditative for me. I've explored the world of nude modelling and have worked some with Suicide Girls. (a small collection of both my professional nude work & nude self-portraiture are available in the nude folder in my gallery). I have been writing poetry and prose since I can remember, quite literally.
Me-isms... I prefer cats to dogs, reading to conversation (don't get me wrong, I do love a wonderful conversation...it's just that I'm more of a quiet observer than a talker), and I believe that being bored is for boring people. I like to find the hidden meaning in things and enjoy cryptic poetry. I believe in secrets, and getting so lost in your own memory that you can barely find your way out. I believe in smelling things; I remember the way people smell, maybe even before I remember their names. I like to ask strangers intensely personal questions. I have a great fondness for those who make themselves vulnerable. I'm a fierce mother wolf who takes no bullshit, but I also believe in the power of forgiveness and letting go, and am likely one of the most resilient people you'll ever meet. I've been through a lot, and I think most creative people have. I consider myself both a strong & sensitive woman, unyielding, with a stalwart intuition.
I'm a flower fanatic, as you might have noticed by now ^_^ I am a great lover of the Surrealist movement. A bit of a space cadet, I'm always off in my own head, and have a tendency to be a bit lazy socially speaking...I prefer my alone time. I consider myself a moderate liberal. I love spicy food, Scottish & English accents, and films that focus on character development over plot with strong cinematography. I'm also a huge lover of period pieces and psychological horror. I'm a bit of a film & music snob, but I do appreciate a lot of really cheesy stuff as well, and I most definitely have a ridiculous side, but you'll have to be quite close to me to experience it. ^_^ Despite considering myself a strong woman, I'm also exceptionally sensitive. The little things hurt my feelings and will leave me contemplating them for days. I can get bogged down in my existential dread and most look to and appreciate those who can help me alleviate this, not feed into it. Somehow, I still ended up with the boy who quoted Shakespeare to me at a poetry reading. ^_^ I believe in change and despise monotony and stagnation. I believe that if you aren't changing, then you aren't growing.
I do *NOT* Skype/videochat, and if you ask you will be ignored. I'm not here for all that. Subsequently I will most definitely *NOT* send you private nude pictures, and if you ask you will likely be blocked. Please respect myself & all other models/artists here, and you will be shown great kindness.
My photography, art, and poetry may not be used for any reason (that includes simple re-posts on other sites) without my express permission; however, I *am* open to these things, and all it takes is asking me nicely and making me aware of the intent of use
~Listen to me tinker on my lap harp~
I faithfully return all llamas, and I always thank my new watchers and come to their page to view their art. These things may take me awhile to get to, but I promise, they will always happen!
I'm consider myself a wonderful watcher. If I watch you, I favourite your works and comment on a regular basis. I do admit to being a bit neglectful of literature, only because it requires so much more time to read and comment on. I will work on that!
When I have an abundance of points, I give them out for fun with points games in status updates, or raffles! ^_^
*no need to thank me for llamas, comments, faves, or points* <3 The pleasure is all mine.